Tired

Im tired of just sitting on the sidelines

Im tired of worrying constantly


Im tired of just waiting for something amazing to come


Im tired of wishing changes would never come and that everything stays the same

Im tired of missing my friends from highschool because we have drifted apart

Im tired of all the bad things on the news

Im tired of just sitting around and being bored when theres plenty to be done.

Im tired of trying to be someone when Im perfect just the way GOD made me

Im tired of hating what I see in the mirror

Im tired of fearing that when I leave this world I will be forgotten

Im tired of all the stupid people in this world trying to bring others down or cause them to commit suicide

Im tired of not being able to remember my childhood.

Im tired of fearing to learn about my childhood

Im tired of not believing my husband when he tells me Im beautiful

Im tired of questioning who I am...

Im tired of trying to be the perfect mom when I know theres no such title....

Im tired of living my life doing nothing besides cleaning the house... even though thats hardly ever

Im tired of wishing I could be a teacher, a counseler, a writer, a poet, and author and anything else I have ever wished to be

Im tired of hating my wieght

Im tired of my acne scars

Im tired of trying to have a clean house

Im tired of trying to figure out why things are the way they are...

Most of all Im tired of the days not being long enough to enjoy each moment with my family....

-Angela Courtney 05/16/2011